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‘Bittersweet’

Posted 11/12/15

To the Editor:

Two years ago today was the last day I saw you alive. You died on Nov. 11, 2013.

My mind goes through those last few minutes daily. You were laughing and shadow boxing me – …

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‘Bittersweet’

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To the Editor:

Two years ago today was the last day I saw you alive. You died on Nov. 11, 2013.

My mind goes through those last few minutes daily. You were laughing and shadow boxing me – such a bittersweet memory.

When I drive by the lot where I was “trying” to teach you to drive, a big smile fills my face then turns to uncontrollable sobs – bittersweet.

When I think of going in your room and dumping water on you to get you up, a chuckle will come out of me and the next breath will be a loud and piercing cry – bittersweet.

Your room is the way you left it (except, I cleaned it). The thoughts in my mind are so vivid. I lose my breath at times and have to sit down, memories – bittersweet.

I love and miss you, Brian. I hope whoever is in charge of us grants one of my impossible thoughts.

I will see you soon. Time goes on forever, so any number of years is soon. I love you, my son, and I’m proud to say it that way. I know you knew that, I just can’t express it to you face-to-face any more – so bittersweet.

We love you.

Brandon Bellucci

and Cory

Warwick

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  • Paulieb1

    In the article the name Brian should be Bran and at the end it's Paul Bellucci and Cory not Brandon Thank you

    Thursday, November 12, 2015 Report this